In the early stages of The Waltons, Michael Learned wanted to quit the show
The actress also revealed that she wanted to quit acting but never did.
Sometimes viewers who watch their favorite shows wish they had parents like the characters in the series. For fans of The Waltons, Olivia Walton was the perfect fictional mother. When the actress who portrayed the role, Michael Learned, left, there was a hole in the familiar family.
Viewers weren't used to the change, as they saw Learned in the motherly role on their screens for several seasons. Yet for the actress, this was a critical change after playing the part for so long. In an interview with The Morning News in 1980, the star talked about the role of Olivia.
The conversation occurred as Learned was nervously preparing for premiere night for After The Season, a Broadway show at The Playhouse. "You could say I'm a little apprehensive. This is a challenge that is affecting my eating, my sleeping," she began. "But, that's part of the game. Some people in this position get sick. I find my knees wobbling on stage."
She then joked with the interviewer, Al Cartwright, not to post that she has "wobbling knees" because everyone in the audience would stare at them. It had been a while since she'd been in front of a live audience. While she grew rich on The Waltons, she also grew tired.
The role of Olivia stopped having room for growth. "Eight years is a long time to be doing the same thing. If I didn't push myself to make a move to get out and try something else, I never would," she said. "All the exploration work on the character had been done. I had reached the point where I couldn't make any more mistakes. I loved the whole family, but part of me did not feel fulfilled."
The actress added, "In the early stages of The Waltons, I wanted out. I had difficulty making the adjustment from the American Controversary Theatre; I had wonderful roles, and it was a warm and supportive atmosphere. Now I'm sort of in a reverse position."
Financially and professionally, The Waltons was "the best thing" that happened to Learned. However, sometimes she wished she wasn't an actress at all.
"The business has been good to me, but it is a tough business," she said. "I always said I wanted to quit and do something else, but I guess I really don't mean it. I'm still here."